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Monday, July 14, 2008

Worm Song

For those who are not familiar with the Worm Song, here is a web site with a variety of versions.
http://kids.niehs.nih.gov/lyrics/worms.htm

I used to have looser "friends" who would use the first lines of this song to make me feel sorry for them. It's a whole passive aggressive thing... "If I make you feel sorry for me and then get compliments... Then I don't have to look like I am looking for the compliments." Ugh.

OK, I am a little "on one" today. Something to do with an ungrateful teenager who no matter how much she is given, she still wants more. It is NEVER enough. AND she tries to make you feel like she has been taken advantage of by you instead of vice versa. Truth is, she does stuff to "help" because she wants something and expects to get something even if she wasn't asked to do it in the first place. It all is to suit her.

Unfortunately she will find out the hard way that she will never be happy on the course she is on. Most likely, she will end up divorced and on welfare the rest of her life because she will forever be blaming someone else for her problems.

Seeing how I have no blood relation to her and she has made it very clear that she does not want to be a part of our family, I believe I truly need to find a way to seperate myself from her. I do not want to be a part of the whole drama in her world. I hope for her to figure it out, but I can not continue to be sucked into her wants.
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Karen said...

Rough day? Ughh! Good luck.

July 14, 2008 at 10:45 PM

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Some of my views and feelings expressed are due to having dealt with some very challenging relationships lately. Namely, having had 2 foster daughters for the past 3 years and having loved them and wanting so badly to make a positive difference in their lives.

After realizing that I have done all that I can do and admitting that it is time to "let them go", there is a measure of hurt and bitterness that I am working through. I need time to heal and to figure out how to deal with the feelings and emotions that I am left with.

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